My fingers grasp a trash can My head buried in it She is rubbing my back But I don't want her touching me It makes me even more sick I just wanna throw up My whole body And then some It reeks of 99 apples And empty stomach I wipe my face Can't even stomach water And I can't stand up I can't sit up My friends grab my arms and pull Me onto the couch But I just wanna shove My sick face into the trash can..