In my head all I can think about is you and how you have made all my emotions blue I would have never thought this is how it would end but maybe this is better that you and I aren't even friends My heart keeps telling me to keep trying with you but I can't be with someone that makes all my emotions blue I thought you were going to be the one until the end but it turns out we can't even be friends They all say your first love is your worst but maybe it was just lust All my memories for you is now in the dust Blowing away with the wind mixed up with the dirt you can't even imagine how much I hurt