i am a whirlwind of rain on a hydrophobic world, an angel of death scraping by like a vulture, picking at skin and bone and leaving scratches on doors and blood puddles on floors my blindness is as translucent as a jellyfish's sight, my mind is shattered, and my memory is coming back slowly, piece by brittle piece, and the emergency exits are sealed against me so i travel in concentric circles trying to find a way out of this labyrinth, only to catch the waters attention and grasp me by the throat and gag me unconscious, only to see black afterward i'm living each day through my mistakes, and making up for it with cold revenge with haphazard patterns, abstract words, and navigation through uncharted waters where i've drowned not only everybody else, but myself, in this complete denial