When will it leave?
It's been suffocating me.
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A weight bears down on top of me
my heart doesn't escape
Its also under me
squeezing
debilitating my ability to create.
cant relate
its getting late
Im not sure of how much more i can take
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I worked all day, and thought it was gone
as soon as im released
the pressure that was absolved
begins to intensify
and destroy my resolve
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My question my reader
is when does it stop?
Heartache shouldn't last more than 9 months
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You work on yourself,
busy your life.
I found that it works
but this time its not all right.
I let her back in
just for a minute.
When she left again
I wasn't surprised, i admit it
but now i feel wrong
like im an idiot
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No change in habit
No love expressed through concern
Why do I hope for love
from someone
who only makes me feel perturbed?

*is there something wrong with me?