the concept pf love doesnt make sense to me Lust is mistaken for love now adays I think about her only its life You cant get her back like in the movies My heart was emotionally unavailable until I met her I opened up and she rejected me It hurt because I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her She had other plans which had nothing to fo with me Ive moved on but find myself thinking about her I see other girls who remind me of her I wonder if she thinks of me I cross her number id call but dk if shell answer Id send a text will she respond Ive been looking else where for love but I want her I feared commitment and went for it Now things are different I want them to be the same Its been a month since we have spoken