It been a while since I've been like this. Being apart sure was bliss. But now you've come back sinking in again. Back deep inside where you began.
I don't really understand I'm actually quite confused. Thought I'd started walking in a new pair of shoes. But here you are and here I stand. Depressed, sad, and so alone again.
I sit alone in my room Uninterested in everything facing certain doom. It makes me hate myself that I can't control The urges to cry even in a room full.
I stand in the shower So people don't know theyre tears. When you live in a dorm it becomes a fear
Hide your problems act like it's alright Just make it through the day make it till night In darkness you can cry but silently Because tears give relief even while roommates sleep.
None of them know what's raging on The fight I'm fighting to stay strong I do my best to smile and wave But sometimes it's not possible sometimes it fades.