If you could see me now,
If you were here, still today,
What, I wonder, would you have to say?

My behavior, I'll admit, hasn't been the best.
I fear you are up there, disappointed in me.
This isn't who I want to be, I confess.

You can read my thoughts, I fear.
Into my mind, please don't go near.
No, stay away from that dark, evil place.

In life, you loved me somehow.
Would you still love me,
If you could see me now?