It would be so easy
to just end it all tonight.
Pills or knives
maybe a gun or alcohol
Because it's become apparent
that living is overrated
and when all else fails
and you cannot find help
nor hope
you find yourself
contemplation
wanting to evaporate
wanting to disappear.
No one cares
no one would notice.
It would be as easy as that
to just go
distraught
relentless control over mind
reckless rampage of body.
none of it seems worth it
so you see
suicide makes you alive.
so you'll forget the world and just go
so you can live.