Pause, panic, going insane
Sick feelings and chest pain
Sweaty palms and tired eyes
Can barely grip the pen
repeat
repeat no sinking in
Scream
scream inside to tell my brain quit thinking
Questions, sentences, numbers overload, overload I want to quit
Staring at pages, I scold myself to sit
Fight, battle and war till my brain is no more
Praying
praying to God to make it go away
Eating me whole
rush
rush don't stop, you'll never make it to the top
Paralysis
paralysis clenching my fists
They tell you no gain without pain, **** this I'm going insane
Shadows of failure, failure lurking in my mind
No, no stopping keep going
you're losing time
Perfection has a cost, your head is lost.