Can you hear me out there come in come in over Radio Silence I silence my happiness with a smile don't look at me when your ice cream falls from the cone your baby crocodile tears won't work here and we both know I'm a great terrible liar are you still out there? are you still out there circling that same stretch of concrete with sunglasses a hoodie and a 20 oz black eye with your heart on her sleeve arterial spurts of blood painting these white walls yes my dear I do love you now come here and help me hide my hunger We are having trouble making contact Roger that at noon he wakes up and croons at the open skirt of Apollo well hello sir, might a catch a ride to fire on your chariot? to the place where Kamel Reds are $2.80 and the diner coffee is good and watery just like the diarrhea which follows I'm a jack *** joker with a jester hat on each foot so that when you hear church bells it just means I'm outside of your front door but **** it you can find me at the park we grew up in too scared to jump off the swings at the highest point I read about Icarus and Mamma aint raise no fools my self esteem ran away that summer I forgot to close the gate behind me so now me and my ego, Id, and superego are patrolling your town armed with fliers and staplers but hey, it's all good right? when the nights are longer the days shorter and the thoughts darker I want life to be one trampoline like the one we held wrestling matches on in Middle school can I get a double bounce? I never lost a game of popcorn in my life It's on my resume We are experiencing some frequency interference Is that you? can you hear us? I think we lost him lost him to the radio silence