Today I cried because I can see it, I can feel it. Like a movie in my mind I see you and I in our kitchen, A million trinkets and mugs. I can feel you in the whisper of asking If I want pancakes or waffles; with jam or syrup. I can feel you In the nothingness of our mornings. I see you in the heated debate of the evening And suddenly There is nowhere in my future I can see without you. I know I always do this I always see a star and form a constellation but this time I'm right When you look at me it all makes sense and I know I need you here in all of my tomorrows. But it hurts to wait through all of the today's. I know you don't believe I can see the future but this is so natural The blood in my veins You are the beating of my heart.