I need to feel
something other than
nothing.
Liquor
seeps from
my pores.
I'm numb.
I need to feel something.
but if I feel,
I want to become numb again.
There is no
in-between.
To feel
or
to be numb?
Maybe I should stay numb
that way
I can forget everything.
You will be no one,
someone that is just there.
I will be no one,
someone that is just here.
I think
I want to stay numb
that way I don't have to feel the bad.