Walking through days as a zombie Begins to remind you that nothing is as it was And never will be again. Numbness entraps me Pick up my lifeless body With your bare hands, I beg you Darling don't let go.
Sinfulness no longer feels exciting or dangerous. Sadness is no longer sadness. Happiness is illusive. Life has the tendency to lose its beauty Because I cannot feel.
So why not take One more cut to my wrist One more sip from the glass One more drag of the sweet smoke of forgetfulness. One more dose of your potent love Or your homicidal lust. You were my *******, my addiction. Consume me once again And let me infatuate you once more. So that I can stop feeling so dead.
Note: the addicted behaviors listed here have affected me.Β Β At the moment I am in a better and a clean place, but sometimes I wonder what it would be like to going back to quick fixes.