So much swirling in my head
I can't organize it
All my hurt and my happiness
All my love and hate
In vibrant colors stretching and growing
Disappearing and boldly standing out
I don't know what I'm even feeling anymore
How does my life work
I want to get away
And be free
And be normal
My house is desolate
And unhappy
My heart is as ****** up as
The rest of theirs
I just know how to play the part
Of a normal person