The days I've seen,
And those long December nights
Keep me wondering
If this darkness holds me tight
I can't look for a brighter tomorrow
Can't see the smile on their faces
Or hear the laughter, it's been ages
But what I miss the most is the sparkle in your eye when you looked at me
Now I'm stuck in darkness, in its hold
And I can't keep my mind from racing to thoughts of you
I know this is all on me
You say you don't hate me,
But I do
I can't take back what I did in the past
I wish I could
All of this went to waste,
When I dared look into the eyes of another face
I told you I would always hold love for you
And you said the same
So why does this feel like a game?
With the winner being the one
Who's love is long gone