you pull up and give me a Hug, I press my fingers into your shoulders and forget to imprint the feeling. Earlier you said I should just say things even if they come out garbled, you asked "How are you?" but it was more like How are you? and it sounded a a whole lot like something more. So I ask; Do you still love me? and your answer is broken, but you are hasty to return, and you? I say yes, no hesitation and close the door. All I remember are the two beats my heart gave, loud and unyielding the way my chest was tight and I wanted to ask if you'd kiss me don't look behind me, I am so confused as to why i. Why...i. why I?