Each day I eagerly await your returnal Even though I know deep down you'll never Come back This town's just too small for Your ambicious soul You are always ready to spread your wings and fly And set out and search for what your Heart really longs for You were made for great things You can do anything and everything. You'll always be my favorite mistake, And I'll always be that stupid girl That you never could have truly wanted Even though I tried to be what you Needed. You were in a hurry to start living, I was in a dream cloud, distracted from the thought of dying, We were in two different worlds I was a child, You a young man, And I expected too much from you And I was broken And I'm sorry I placed the blame on you Because it really always was my fault My wrong doings, I wish I could re do this all But now its far too late You are long gone And I'm still here