Deep gut wrenching agony Pulled from the core within me Its hard. It hurts. Bursts of pain Flood over Into a thousand tears And there's no sign of it emptying Automatic refills I didn't ask for any of it Where do I withdraw Back out and tape caution Do Not Enter There is no emergency exit And I'm drowning myself I guess I'll just wait it out Till the tears overflow No more sobbing Lying curled up on the floor I'll be forced to sit up Waist deep Stand up Then shoulder length And I'll be forced to swim Float in a sea of misery Beneath me Until the salty tears Becomes water that flows Under the bridge Giving way to where The plenty more fishes would swim