Here I am alone in this crowed  bar,
Yes I said alone.  
Just me and my thoughts.
I guess i just like being by myself but sometimes it good to feel the comfort of somebody else.
I don't know what I want but sometimes I feel like I do, I just need the the strength of God to get me though.
They always say your smile is your biggest weapons and with all the complements I get ,I can tell mine's was deadly.
Deep inside I am on a trip,  nothing like acid, I'm on a trip and it's everlasting.  
I find myself trying to find something that was never lost in the first place, it's feels like my brain and my heart is In a race, so I stay to myself in order to give my soul space.