I have to be the right words, not offensive nor too liberal. I have to be the right filter, scanning everything that I say and purifying all that I hear. I have to be the right pace, following the rhythm of the world and forgetting I know how to walk. I have to be the right mood, letting my emotions creep through the cracks but not fully exposing them to the light. To be the right chair and sit instead of stand. The rain to calm the heat, the sun to warm the cold, the moon to shine at night, the stars to guide you through. I'm supposed to be so many things, I lost my way to being who I am.