sitting in my living room watching the Rose Bowl Christmas tree cozy furniture plate and glass full my usual view until the rooms substance fell away revealing a desolate landscape under a muted sun a few burned out trees soil finely crevassed I was looking out at a pulp science fiction cover this was as real as the scene I consider normal and then that scene reappeared like nothing happened but it was the sense of actuality, my easy acceptance of the matter of fact of many worlds available that really got me again