September 7th,2010 you don't remember but it's when you first saw me and you would look at me all the time and I would always wonder why well **** it's January 1st 2014 and I've been writing some songs and stories and poems about you, I hope you don't mind I asked you out a few years ago and you said no and then we talked after that but you don't remember that probably, well you said we could be friends and then you ******* blocked me but a few months after that you liked my selfie and it made me feel pretty but then I deleted it for some unknown reason and it doesn't mean anything but I thought I should remind you anyway back it up to 7th grade I really messed this whole thing up for us , I'm sorry. really thought we had something. thought the universe or god was trying to tell me something but I was making it up in my head 3 1/2 years strong, **** why is it always 3? crushes are supposed to be gone in weeks, am I wrong? 3 1/2 years later - have you forgotten me?