It’s night here…
Not actually night
I can’t see
But i’m not blind
I just can’t see the world
World full of drama, lies, tears, and sadness
I don’t know you feel the same or not
But my world is just like that
All i want is to disappear
I don’t care about my family or friends
They’re fake

It’s black
Only black that i can see
Nothing’s colorful
So i took cigarette
I smoke
But it’s not enough…
I eat
Not food
Drugs
I drink
Not water
Alcohol
I go to school
Just pretend
Who cares?
Teachers? Friends? Who? Nobody

I locked myself in my room
It’s 3 AM here
Everyone’s asleep
So no one would notice
Well, if they’re awake they wouldn’t notice anyway
So i took cutter
Not for paper
To cut
Cut myself
Until i bleed

I woke up…
Whole friends, family, teachers are there
I thought i was die
No
I wish i was die
They asked what happened last night?
I said i accidentally cut myself
I know they don’t care
And never will