I haven't seen your face
Heard you voice
Felt your touch
In days
Or was it weeks
It doesn't matter
It feels like forever
I want you with me
I need you with me
I've been with my brother
For the last week
Drinking the sorrow away
Praying I'll get a text
Praying I'll get a call
From you
I feel as it's my fault
That I'm not doing enough
That I'm not doing as I should
I feel it's my fault your not here
It's my fault you haven't talked to me
It's my fault I feel this way
It's my fault I fell in love with you
And it feels so good
But when I don't hear from you
The pain grows and grows
Until I want to scream
Put holes in these walls
Lock myself in and never come out
But I don't do that
For you
Because I love you
More than you will ever know