Are you here ? Stepping on the fallen autumn leaves with your worn out leather boots Smoke rising from your lips which entangle themselves in your hair And then free themselves in one stroke like the paintings you paint Or the songs you hum and cassettes you buy They remind me of us,those cassettes The world does not see how beautiful they are but you do So you play them on rewind, like those mornings where we hold each other Maybe too closely,in bed cause we are afraid of what it will be like If we fall apart Slipping on broken glass On that old dial- phone that you refuse to throw Oh I love to hear you voice,and your silence Your breath drawing me to a close proximity of what peace would feel like And then you smile cause you know And yes,you love me so