I kissed that girl. But did she mean anything? Not exactly, you can say I was hurt. Hurt by whom? Hurt by the one I truly loved. Yet, I let it out with pain. Deceitful pain. The pain that stays bickering. The type that swells and never let's you think. I feel like a monster. Chasing away our last hopes. And in the end I was sorry. But I guess it was too late. Our lips met for the first. While my true love's whispered goodbye.