And my mother tight lipped smile My fathers "I don't even want to know" Makes it obvious Im the black sheep. My sister is an ivy league college girl And my brother is so smart and the favorite, But I'm the one who has fallen in love And has taken the price for it twice. I see the disappointment in their eyes Feel them shadow me away As if me dating another girl Is the worst thing possible. Once I can leave this godforsaken house I will be free To love her freely.