and like a broken record she repeats day after day with a smile on her face and pain in her heart in hopes of a repair man who might give up some spare attention just to fix her and the many flaws she may possess
and like a broken record she lays in bed night after night with tears that soak her pillow and sobs that shake her soul in hopes that someone might hear her cries and offer a spare care in the world just to hold her tight
though she's a broken record those days will pass and he hopes will fade, her thrives will vanish and her agony will subside; red marks will appear along the delicate skin of her arms that were once so strong and pure