im realizing youre trying to make up for the future years so i try to enjoy the moment and ignore the tears but all I can think about is the lost time struggling to stay strong, I pretend to be fine but what am I supposed to do? I can't get used to being with you the deployments are driving me insane saying goodbye for 2 years thrives my heart with pain thinking of all things that you'll miss my prom, my graduation, and my birthday wish wont even be able to bring you home ill be getting older all alone time will go on though you're not here you'll be brave while I live in fear