It’s the story of life and about God’s son. It’s the Holy Scripture that I base my life on. Quoting it daily, but reading it once a year. Going to church every Sunday, but I'm still filled with fear. Ego and ignorance clouds up my soul- Not thinking about the future and what it’ll unfold Anger fills me, but it’s the joy I resisted. How would this world be if would of never existed Money in my pocket But no one to spend it on Just expensive clothes and new game add-ons Nothing to do but text and watch Netflix Chillin’ with the older sis watching “Chick-Flicks” I’m just a kid trying to grow up too fast Acting like my life is part of a show and I’m in the cast I’m like a baby- Trying to develop in two weeks But I die because I'm too weak I’m living past; I’m scared of proceeding My heart is a flow of emotions with infinite bleeding