I just found out the reason
Of why I hate you so much

Realizing you were the one
Who broke me first

Im not sure why it took so long
To notice the scars upon my heart

To remember the words of which you said
And the songs that you would sing

You pulled me in and wrapped me tight
To give me a false sense of safety

You held my hand and kissed my lips
But I ignored the abuse you gave me

Little by little you shrunk me down
Until you had every ounce of me

That is when you smiled
The cruelest smile I have ever seen

Funny how it takes me seconds
To notice even the smallest things

But it took me years to realize
You were the first to break me


-ARI