thunder* I always thought we'd be together You and I, we said forever.. In the rain I am standing Why am I here? This is bad planning I see light flicker through a crack in the curtains The curtains I bought for you when you first moved into to your place I practiced every word I’m going to say to you I’ve covered every trace I'm at your door step Too afraid to knock My hearts sinks like a stone in my stomach Feels like I swallowed a rock I blink rain and tears from my eyes I’m happy the storms raging so it muffled my delicate cries I walked all the way here Yeah, I still go on walks My hair is soaked, cooling my fresh and steaming thoughts Everything is pounding, I’m hoping this ends like a book Cold and shaking How dramatic do I look? The thought of this makes me laugh Someone walks by the door I think you heard me I want to run and hide, I don’t have confidence anymore But this is my chance, it will all be okay The front door opens and I have nothing to say
It's your three year old daughter I hear a woman say *Lilah, close the door honey. Oh, no. She's beautiful She has your eyes Your lips Your hair Your giggle.. But not all of her is just like you She has hints of her mother in her too Her mother.. The luckiest woman alive. Help I'm frozen Run, ******* it, run! But I cant I hear her high heels coming toward the door Lilah, who are you looking at? There's no one there Her mother cant see me There's no more rain It's a hot summer night But my clothes are still dripping There's blood on my shirt around where the branch impaled me Glass is embedded into my hands Lilah is still looking up at me, smiling She's beautiful You join your wife at the door Your eyes full of happiness Your lips would no longer shape to mine Your hair is short and you've been weathered by time I always loved your beard You grab your daughter's hand and pull her inside I on my knees crying now, because she should have been mine You should be mine **** being mortal and **** time The day I died was the day you proposed You got on one knee, the ring tied to a thorn'd rose Thorn'd roses are my favorite They show how something so delicate will go to great lengths to protect itself Just like my heart.. It was a rainy day The roads were slick You leaned over and kissed me while you were driving We hydroplaned I didn't put on my seat-belt Too busy looking at my gorgeous ring from my gorgeous man We hit a tree I was launched through the windshield The branch went straight through me I didn't feel any pain The last words I spoke were your name I loved you. Oh, God how loved you I still love you, even in death I'm at your door step But you cant see me..
I got tired of trying to rhyme and just went with the words that flowed to my fingers.