winter slippers and heavy sweaters there's a cupcake with white frosting in front of me a calculator stands by my textbook's open, generous. I've attempted cursive again, glad i can still work it because even though its been years since i did it last its good to know that some things don't change in a time where everyone seems to. when nights come faster than i can blink i crave to call his number just to fill this loneliness while we tackle and **** your boredom i crave his words written or spoken. he has a killer smile.