whatever happened paradise land the one you had once promised? you said that good fortunes are endowed to ones who obey His demands but those are just hollow declarations now ones that billow up in winter's breath if i resist, i am condemned to darkness if i inhale, i fall prey to your lies so where does someone like me go now? embark on a new path fraught with peril or stay entrapped?Β Β suffocating in your hands? i don't want to betray myself but i can't bear to rip you apart