My insecurities leave me broken
wonderful is my self doubt
and if I needed an assassin
then I am him to **** me

So many times I have reservation
that I can't go all the way with you
yet there is a spark within
that pulls me and makes me

Like the bulldog spirit
I will endure in this fight
I am battle friendly
a masters in war arts

Even my own look at me as a fool
well fair play to them I am
yet I will carry on
like the naff films I loved

For I start in black and white
and wait for my colours
by the last of days of Earth
I will still stand and fight

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris