I look back And I laugh at myself For being such a fool You made a mockery of our love Hardly ever took it seriously Or me for that matter I put up with you For longer than you ever deserved All that love and passion Is now slowly and surely Transforming into a deep hatred I allowed for so much time And so many tears To be wasted on someone Who is now insignificant You warned me plenty of times Of you not being deserving of me But I gave you the benefit of the doubt I always saw the good in you But then all of the deceit Ruined that image completely I'm afraid we can't even be friends Not then, not now, not again
I wrote this on 12/5/13. I had a very weak moment. I keep having weak moments.