Stop. Stop letting me go Stop helping me leave Stop making this easy for me, this should not be simple Stop hurting yourself just because I asked
Stop. Stop thinking of me Stop imagining my agony Stop trying to climb over the gate, I am just trying to spare you pain Stop caring about me, right now I want to stop wanting to be with you but I can't help reciprocating when you love me this much Stop calling my name out, into empty rooms, you think I will not hear you but I am so attuned to your voice that I hear it speak in my ears even when you are not here even when you have not actually said anything even when the words are not from you, they are just another weapon my brain turns against itself Stop saying that I am asking you to twist the knife Stop twisting the knife
Stop. Stop turning away Stop drawing back Stop being okay without me around, you are supposed to miss me, please say you miss me Stop leaving me here inside these walls, I am being torn apart and if you are not here I will die without seeing you again Stop being deaf to my stifled screams, I am far too committed to hiding this from you, when I said I did not want you to see this I meant it but now I just don't want to be alone, don't leave me alone
Stop. Stop listening when I tell you to stop what you are doing. You are more sane than I am, you should make your own decisions, they will always be better than mine, you are right.