Long awaited fate Death's hand reaching out to me Should I grasp it What would happen Would the boney fingertips guide me Deep into the pits of hell Or lead me into the life I was living already Will I ever reach the place I was condemned to be Or will I forever walk the same corridors of this everyday life Passing masked faces that seem to think I'm still human I died so many years ago Is it sad that I await my fate To be rapped by the trident in the right hand of the devil Speared through the chest As my body begins to be fed on by the tormented souls I can consider my brethern Don't ask me why but I want to go to hell Bask in the flames of malice Let my decadence for the last millenium Burn and melt from my bones I'd rather let the rotting souls Feast on my sins Then bear to watch them add up Will I go to hell or live forever I'd prefer living forever in hell And everyday I'm not sleeping eternally I'm living that dream