She's everything to me. She's my light in the dark, my shelter from the rain, my warmth from everything that's cold in this world. We fight. A lot. But through the frustration and the anger and sadness.. All I am ever thinking about is how much I love her. How much she means to me. All the moments that I've had with her; hearing her heartbeat for the first time; holding her while she cried, while she held my scars in her lovely hands; watching her rest and seeing her smile so beautifully while she slept.. That makes it all worth it. Everyday I see her, Everyday I get to hug her for that one moment, makes it all worth it. There is so much I need to say to her. So much that I wish I could explain so she could see what she is to me. I can't ever lose her. She must never go from me or leave me. I couldn't handle life. She is my life. She is everything good and beautiful and heavenly in this world. She's my world, my everything. And I will never leave her side. I thank God everyday for her and ask that He keeps her happy and safe. I hope she loves me forever. Because I love every part of her. My best friend. Her. M.
I love her forever.. .
An old letter that slipped through my jewelry box. It's funny how things change over the years. I love my best friend with my whole heart, I've just learned about myself and my boundaries and limits. I am still as thankful as ever. Just for different reasons now.