They're still here They won't go away Every night they come Every night they hurt The ******* nightmares I know what they mean I know what I must do But I just can't It would make me happy But hurt too many people Ill just suffer To make them happy I don't sleep I don't eat I put on a fake smile To hide so much pain Show a fake joy To hide so much misery Nobody would understand So I keep it to myself Hide it deep But I claws its way out It tears me apart From the inside out But I just push it deeper But that just makes it angryer But I can't hurt anybody I can't tell them about it It's to much But I'll survive