Slipping deeper into
The hole, where I told
Myself I would never go again

Chasing the rabbit
To this Wonderland
Trying to find my way back

While Wonderland is scary
And Wonderland can be unkind
It's more gentle than the reality up top

In my Wonderland
I can do what I wish
I can show my scars without fear

Because up top, in their
Reality, my scars are taboo
I cannot show the skin

I don't think I'd want to
Because people stare and point
And then you're left all alone

But in Wonderland you're
Never alone but surrounded
By people just like you

There its okay to talk to yourself
Slit up and slip up
Mistakes are welcomed

Wonderland is a place I long for
But instead I'm stuck here in reality
Down in my wold basement

I told myself I wouldn't go back
Down the rabbit hole
But I might have to break that promise