**** your life and your ways
Keep your hypocrisy
I’m tired of living this lie
It is ready to rupture inside of me
Ready to **** me from the inside, out, slowly
I’m in so deep it hurts
I want to lay here thriving and wailing on the floor
Until these feelings pass once more
I’d rather have my seizures and throw my angry fits
Than face what rejection that may lie ahead
I’ll keep my feelings to myself
I’m so in love…it hurts