You were my rock I was just your stepping stone So when you said goodbye, Naturally my heart sank And yours didn't skip a beat
How come you were the one who made me believe that you believed in me? So I finally believed in you too I believed in you more than anyone I'd ever been with before So how come you were the one to make me the worlds biggest joke?
You took me higher than I'd ever been Only to drop me so deep, the water barely rippled You knew you had me in the palm of your hand I thought you knew you were holding my heart, not just my hand
I could've waited for forever to end for you But you turned the tide on me And I was washed away by all your lies I kept thrashing through them, trying to get back to the you I knew I didn't realize that in that icy water my heart froze over, and hope died
I didn't want to go I kept looking for your hand to pull me out, to stop me from drowning in the loss of a love I thought was true But, you weren't there for me And you never really had been It took a lot of being stepped on and looked over for me to see...
So I wrote you this note I folded it up nice and neat, and tied it to a rock with a red bow I thought about throwing it in your face, like how your lack of concern for me was a slap in my face But.. I can't wound you when none of my heartache is a weapon
The wind is brisk and harsh coming off the black, icy water below The same water my heart sank to the bottom of when you just..let me go So naturally I let you go there too The water stung when it splashed on my face as I dropped my rock
It quickly vanished out of sight Just as you had Like my heart did that unforgettable day You might have walked away as I sunk to the bottom but... I stood there staring at the waters surface ,even though it had been still much longer than it had rippled as my rock sank
You were my rock
Idk why I've been thinking about something that's been over for so long, or a person that's been gone for so long.. But, the cold rainy night just seems to remind me of how lonely, I still am...:/