She came first in a dream when I was fifteen. Yes, she was the fire of ecstasy and her first licks set my world aflame. She's a shape-shifter, sometimes fair and sometimes dark, but always naked when she comes. She often whispers secrets in the molten, swollen nights. She even shows me jungles and raging torrents down where tom toms throb. But when the morning breaks, and I'm alone, I struggle to remember. Accordingly, I search the cities, the far off mists and mountains and the subterranean rivers every burning day. So it wonβt surprise you to know that where I mostly go to find her now is under the volcano, the place of endless fire. It's where us dreamers and those demons dance with our desire.