Here I stand waiting for the love I want to have
still looking for my love among the ruins
this was a place I once did dwell
before this month of hell
oh how I miss the warmth
for winter resides in my heart

I want my wings back
did not deserve this
how much have I prayed to you lord
yet you still turn away from me
am I just another sick experiment
to see how humans can suffer

So I look for love among the ruins
looking for the fractured me
still wanting to be loved
but even God has no trust in me
so may I die my sweet Lord
with what is left of my dignity


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris