Standing at the top of the tower
still alive
I try to die so hard
all around me are pills packets I took
yet I still live
I am half past dead
and I am hurting

What will it take to finish me
maybe I will jump from up here
lets try again
pills and whiskey
and jump off from here
let the ground break my fall
that should finish me

Let the viola sing my lament
as I tumble down
please god let it be
please finish me

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris