They come in the room Star and center. One my beautiful girl, The other a mere friend. The mattress is my float, And my vision Is blanking. I keep coming back to reality And finding myself in a situation. And I get lost In soft skin And biting lips, Wandering hands and Willing smiles. I feel them up and down And kiss and watch them kiss, But it's all in flashes. I sit up randomly And my heart keeps pounding. I should have known Not to smoke When she is around. And flash I'm back And I'm kissing kiiya And flash I'm back And kiiya and her are...? And flash I forget And flash Im asleep.
I wake up in Mykayla's arms. She kisses my forehead And our kiiya is nowhere to be seen. I feel the shame And I feel the regret. Never again.