The girl who hates herself Sitting in the bathtub with bruises on her thighs-cut marks on her hips And stitches on her wrist
It's been 24 hours science she took that blade to her wrist So effortlessly, like she's practiced the dangers of the game To know just how deep to dig To stop her beautiful heart
It's a cliche story, but tragic nonetheless The story of a restless teenager that forgives the unspeakable But can never forgive herself Forgive herself for the weight she's put on Can't forgive herself, for he's scarred her lips When he kissed her, he created a disease. A poison. Passed to his victim. Self hatred is what she breathes Always under the sea. Wishes to join Deaths journey of pain
But her mother, her mothers heart breaks Why is her little girl so full of hate? Comfort, beg, don't do it again I love you, I love you Her father Her father thinks she's ****** He doesn't understand the selfishness of His beautiful, abusive daughter
She cries,her tears so bitter Please, please, the liquid red dripping Filling the tub, clouded water Mom, mommy, I want you to save me Dad, daddy, why don't you love me? She wants to be dead, she feels it again The overwhelming tiredness, sadness And it's too much Reopening the stitches It's too much