I miss those playful smiles when we stood side by side I looked up and you looked down Our eyes met as if for the first time You reminded me of other times When you touched my hands as we waited for the doctor to say that I could go home with you Where we could be a family for the first time You told me that.. you touched my hands and you felt my soft breeze of love touch you I remember how you once said that, My eyes sang to you a song of love Where those lies. Was it my imagination What was it? I have the right to know... Was it that you forgot the things I can clearly remember? I don't understand Was there someone else Was the another reason I demand an answer to your departure You were my first word Yes dear Daddy that's how much I love you Too much that I still remember that you are my father Even if another man sits in your place that is your title you are my father and I cant change that Its been so long since I've tried To forget To forgive To Love All I could do was remember All I could do is feel the pain Ill I could do was Love someone else But now I met Jesus, The one God And Ill never forget because that will make me forget YOU I cant judge you and not forgive, because I've been forgiven too All I can do is Love because that was his mission... I want to let you know that I'm here waiting For you to come up and claim your tittle Dear Father, you are stranger to me But it is up to you to change that Dear Father, there is someone in your place and forgive me but I love him and I respect him But I love you like I always have... I'm here waiting for our eyes to meet again.
Truth is, Me and my dad haven't spend time together, Im only 16 but the pain that it feels to not have him because he doesn't want to see me, is greater than when you loose someone. Simply because it was his choice!