I have been told, by multiple people in the past few weeks that you do not deserve me,
I have been told, that you bowed out when I needed you the most,
I have been told, that you ran away as fast as your legs could carry you when you needed to plant those legs in the ground and fight like the knight in shining armor you once were.
I have been told, that I deserve more than what you could give me,
I have been told that a lesson will come from this,
I have been told that you will not always hold this constant, never ending, hold on my mind,
I have been told, that one day you will see what you are missing and regret your moves.

However, what these people who tell me all these things seem to forget is,
They were the one's that told me to take the leap,
They were the one's that told me you were worth the fall,
They were the one's that forged every move for you and I before we could make them ourselves,
They were the one's that planned out what we began,
They were the one's that sat on the sidelines and watched us embark on something all of us knew would end.

I have been trying to cut myself off from you,
But you remain my bloodline,
But you remain my oxygen,
But you remain my lifeline,
But you remain the reason to get out of bed,
But you remain in every memory,
But you remain ingrained in me,
But you remain in my memories,

Your remain in my memories,
No matter how hard I fight it,
No matter how hard I try not to think about you every minute of everyday,
No matter how little I sleep,
You still creep into the cracks in my mind,
And you still remain smiling, embracing me, telling me that you love me,
In my dreams.